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[04 Apr 2005|05:31pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I GOT MY LICENCE!!!!

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[24 Feb 2005|09:53pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Ive come to a final decision...im gonna move to oak park. Its the best choice,and i can still go to the same school. Things seem to be working out fine.

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[10 Feb 2005|08:33pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Here's what been going down this past month..this house will be sold in march cause my mom can no longer afford the mortgage payments. We owe about $10,000 in mortgage payments cause my dad didnt pay the last 2 and a half months of it, and we are about $180,000 in debt cause he stopped paying the bills for everything. Right now we are pretty screwed when it comes to money. There's a court date scheduled for March 11th to figure out whats gonna be done with the house and whatnot. Obviously i'll have to move, but i do not know exactly where to. I have a lot of options but im not truly satisfied with any of them. One is to move into my granparents house with my mom but i hate it there so i would go insane, i could go to boarding school up north(this is all according to my aunt and grandpa) and i would live there, up in ojai, by myself. The next option is to move up to monterey where my aunt and uncle live. Last option is I move into my dads best friends house, they live in Oak Park which is only like 20 minutes from this house. That probably seems like the best option, but im still feeling a bit funny about it. I know at this point i would move somewhere away from my mom because its becoming harder and harder to live with her. If i decide to leave this place i know it would be really hard saying goodbye to my friends and who knows if i'll ever see them again anytime soon, but i will decide what is best for me in the long run. Other than that, im doing ok. Im concentrating in school and just doing the best i can as far as grades. Thats all for now.

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[19 Jan 2005|08:30pm]
[ mood | content ]

I'm finally starting to feel stable again.

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[28 Dec 2004|05:44pm]
[ mood | blank ]

James Fredrick Williams
October 24, 1959-December 11, 2004

I will always love you dad...i am proud to say i am your son.

Thank you to all who came today

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24 years ago yesterday, John Lennon was murdered [09 Dec 2004|05:11pm]
[ mood | sad ]

All Those Years Ago(Words and music by George Harrison)

I'm shouting all about love
While they treated you like a dog
When you were the one who had made it so clear
All those years ago

I'm talking all about how to give
They don't act with much honesty
But you point the way to the truth when you say
"All you need is love"

Living with good and bad
I always looked up to you
Now we're left cold and sad
By someone, the devil's best friend
Someone who offended all

We're living in a bad dream
They've forgotten all about mankind
And you were the one they backed up to the wall
All those years ago
You were the one who imagined it all
All those years ago..

(All those years ago)

(All those years ago)

Deep in the darkest night
I send out a prayer to you
Now in the world of light
Where the spirit free of lies
And all else that we despised

They've forgotten all about God
He's the only reason we exist
Yet you were the one that they said was so weird
All those years ago
You said it all though not many had ears
All those years ago
You had control of our smiles and our tears
All those years ago..

All those years ago ...

All those years ago ...

All those years ago ...

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Three years ago today, George Harrison was taken from us [29 Nov 2004|03:43pm]
[ mood | numb ]

Rest in Peace George...You will always be in our hearts.

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[25 Oct 2004|11:14pm]
[ mood | restless ]

I love these lyrics:

Isn't it a pity, isn't it a shame
How we break each other's hearts
And cause each other pain
How we take each other's love
Without thinking anymore
Forgetting to give back
Isn't it a pity

Somethings take so long, but how do I explain?
When not too many people
Can see we're all the same
And because of all their tears
Their eyes can't hope to see
The beauty that surrounds them, oh
Isn't it a pity

I am working on writing my own song now, we'll see how it turns out.

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[09 Oct 2004|11:57am]
[ mood | happy ]


Happy Birthday John Lennon!!

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[05 Oct 2004|12:33am]
[ mood | awake ]

Haven't updated in a while...mainly cause i've had nothing to say...well, nothing interesting that is. Anyways...it's 12:34 in the morning and i'm still doing homework..oh what fun! School is going surprisingly well. I am actually trying hard this year in getting good grades. 35 more weeks of school left til summer! Not encouraging but, whatever. My audition for Laremie Project is tomrrow and i better get started on memorizing the part i'm trying out for...way to go on memorizing the audition piece last minute! Alright, i better get back to my homework because updating this thing is only providing more procastination time which is something i shouldn't be doing.

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.... [22 Sep 2004|09:54pm]
[ mood | longing ]

Love is real, real is love
Love is feeling, feeling love
Love is wanting to be loved

Love is touch, touch is love
Love is reaching, reaching love
Love is asking to be loved

Love is you
You and me
Love is knowing
We can be

Love is free, free is love
Love is living, living love
Love is needing to be loved

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[20 Sep 2004|05:29pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Well...my dad went to court today. He doesn't have to go to jail. What he has to do is pay a $1,800 fine, pay $175 to go to 15 A.A. meetings, attend 52 sessions with a psychiatrist. His licence is resticted for 3 months, meaning that he can only drive to and from work (Who's going to monitor that is what i want to know). After that he has to pay a fine of like $200 to get his licence unresticted, and then once again pay another fine for all the damage he caused during the time of his DUI, which will be about $2,000. So..yeah, there is a lot of money that has to be spent. I don't know how i feel about some of the penalties, part of me thinks that they aren't strict enough, and the other part doesn't know what to think. Just thought i'd update for those who were curious.

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[19 Sep 2004|10:57pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Well, my dad's court trial for his DUI a while back is tomorrow. Either he's going to jail, or his licence will be suspended for a month and he'll have to do community service under strict observation for five months. I don't get why he just didn't go to A.A. If he went to A.A., jail wouldn't be a factor. But i guess, if he does go to jail, it will shake him up enough for him to stop drinking...we'll see what happens.

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[18 Sep 2004|04:43pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Last night was fun.

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[16 Sep 2004|05:23pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Well, i'm just sitting here, thought i should update. school is going well..i just can't wait to get out of this place. That's all for now i guess.

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This place is a prison [12 Sep 2004|09:08pm]
[ mood | trapped ]

Whoever you are...whatever you are...get me out of this place!

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I'm back [07 Sep 2004|06:42pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I'm back from my vacation. It was a spur of the moment kind of thing, but i needed to get out of this place. I went to monterey and stayed at my aunt and uncles house. The best 10 days i have ever experienced. It was so much fun. I had a GREAT time, and i am sad that i am back. Getting up there was a big struggle, my parents didn't want me to go, and it resulted in a huge argument. But nonetheless, i got up there. i took a cab to the greyhound bus station and it was about a 10 hour trip, before, i got into monterey. I get to go back up there on the 16th though, so i am very excited about that.

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[17 Aug 2004|07:52pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I've known you for some time but where do i go from here? What do you want me to do? I'm only human, and it seems that you continue to lead me on...and enjoy it. Why must you play this game and not let me know where i stand? It's only natural for two people who care for each other to be together. I just don't understand at times, why you play with my mind. Sooner or later, i might lose my mind, because of all this. I need to know exactly how you feel.

What I feel, I can't say
But my love is there for you anytime of day
But if it's not love that you need
Then I'll try my best to make everything succeed

Tell me, what is my life without your love
Tell me, who am I without you, by my side

What I know, I can do
If I give my love now to everyone like you
But if it's not love that you need
Then I'll try my best to make ev'rything succeed

Tell me, what is my life without your love
Tell me, who am I without you, by my side
Tell me, what is my life without your love
Tell me, who am I without you, by my side

What I feel, I can't say
But my love is there for you any time of day
But if it's not love that you need
Then I'll try my best to make everything succeed

Tell me, what is my life without your love
Tell me, who am I without you, by my side
Oh tell me, what is my life without your love
Tell me, who am I without you, by my side

What is my life without your love
Tell me, who am I without you, by my side
Oh tell me, what is my life without your love
Tell me who am I without you by my side

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[09 Aug 2004|06:56pm]

this picture sent disturbing chills through me. The man standing beside john lennon is mark david chapman. The man who murdered John Lennon. What scared me was that Lennon was standing right next to the man who was going to kill him and he didn't even know it. This photo is the night of the murder.

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[05 Aug 2004|03:25am]
[ mood | content ]

I went for a walk about two and a half hours ago. Wow...it was beautiful. It was late but so worth it. I think i'm going to make that a habit of mine from now on. Going for a walk at one in the morning was very refreshing for me, it gave me some time to think and breathe some fresh air. I haven't felt that relaxed in a while.

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